I keep thinking suicide is the greatest option to choose...?

Hello! :) I know what it feels like to be made fun of and to be called a dork and just have people not really like me for no reason. Of course everyone will say no suicide is never the answer and truly it isn't. To tell you the truth the only reason why people make fun of you or pick on you is because they are immature and they aren't happy with their selves's. The way I dealt with people making fun of me is honestly ignoring it. :) I know that may seem hard cause you might already be doing that or if your not try it :) yes, it does get hard when people are constantly messing with you and trying to bring you down but, the truth is like i said they aren't happy with their selves so they have to bring you down in order to bring their self esteem up. The people that made fun of me in middle school guess where they have gone... no where some of them have even dropped out of high school... it's sad to see that. :( Believe it or not one of the people who were the meanest to me is now one of my closest friends and I could never live without her. Eventually those people came back to me in the future and apologized for being so mean. I forgave them :) I like to try and reach out to the people who get made fun of because I know from firs hand experience how it feels. :) I was very awkward in middle school but now that I am in High School I have lots of people who like me and look up to me. I try and set a good example for those around me and it really does make a difference! :) When it comes to school work sometimes you have to take and extra leap to try to reach your goals. I know you are smart even though I don't know you personally! :) You just have to put out that extra effort :) Sometimes talking to your teacher can really help :) Whether or not you hate their guts lol :) If you let your teacher know you wanna make a change I am sure they would be more than willing to help you :) You will probably end up being more successful than those people who have been making fun of you :) All thing work together for our good :) Sometimes we go through the hardest of times because those trials only will make us stronger! :) Keep hanging in there :) Soon it will pass but don't give up! Talk to someone close to you and tell then how you feel about everything :) Suicide isn't worth it. It's only the selfish easy way out of hard times. You are worth everything and I do know there are people out there who care for you! :) Keep on pushing through! :) What goes around comes around! :)